And then there were two.

Alex and I

Farewell Hoku.

Love Gypsy Oddyssey

Skipping the pond headin' for the sea--what does that mean?

Temporary Crib: Pune, india
In your last blog did you remember to write about your fabulous living potato chanukia?
The only Living Potatio Chanukia i have is lying smeared in a quart of blood around my walls and hands.
How do you sleep at night? With this damn, dirty, surreptitious, deft and devilish mosquito making mince meat pie out of my shoulders.
(Warning: Indian Mosquito's are incredibly deft, their like flies in cunning reactions, very quick even when sucking your blood, Though the flies aren't to clever here, yesterday a fly landed on my hand and i raised to to me head looking at his eyes, slowly rotating my wrist to position my other hand behind it, and centimeter-ed my fingers close to his back and FLICK!--alright this time he got away, but he landed on my shoulder where i did the same thing and watched him fall/fly sideways to the ground!)

NOTICE: FOR ALL YOU CRAZY RUMOUR SPREADING FOLK.....Anywho, i met deshana FINALLY! Thanks to Sudhiro for that one. shes way awesome, and has been in silence since the 2nd day i've know her because of her primal feelings group, so i haven't spoken much with her since then.

So im still here folks, hanging out. Lacey im sorry for my lack of blog writing, its so hard being colin working in a resort with a pool, alcohol, beautiful ladies left and right, elephants walking with cars, a couple mounds of dirt and dancing. by the sheer explosiveness of excitement and adventure i would say alex has quite stimulating blogs to write, as well as hoku. but me im just working on that thing called enlightenment in a place where you'll never (now) get enlightened. as it is now i think you really have to make a stronger more determined effort to become aware in this "resort". there arn't so many people to smack you in the face when your full of shit, but there are lots of people who like to smack their shit in your face. though, for me the fact that this place is not a commune and is a "meditation resort" run by power tripped people, is a good thing. though i wish to try the commune life later, back in Italy perhaps, now im using all these rules and stupidities in this place of osho to smack myself, keep aware of the place that preaches awareness. its started out pushing my buttons, but now im enlightening(or "getting over it") myself to it, the deal should be sealed when i get me so hardcore continuous dynamic meditation in. AAAAH! by biggest bane: TO SLEEP and to WAKE UP! ---But it's not my fault honest, i've dropped my alarm so much that i don't think its actually beeping at me at 5:30AM anymore. I need a new clock...AAAH My Ipod! i will pray also as i plug it in, hopefully it's still sexy.

But speaking of making people proud. I played Bubble gum music at night in the Cafe, Spice Girls, Aqua, etc. and had crazy freak dances with it, and the other day i put on some Eminem during the busy afternoon. it was all taken quite well. YEAH!
Sudhiro and Probhato just came a week-ish days ago, and im exulted by their presence, its filled me with so much joy to see loving people in this place, it brings the overall resorts energy out of its hushed slumber. and sudhiro has been amazing to talk to, he's helped me understand so much just in a couple hours. he's one of the few osho people that are real, many are diluted. sudhiro is the man!
But now as of last night Arshad, Tallasi, Aboda and Nartan have come to INDIA! We all went out to dinner at Prems and had a great time. Arshad and Sudhiro talked about if im to take sanyass now would be the best time, sudhiro knows where the keys to Osho's car are and they want to drive me up to the old buddha hall and have me step out and give me sanyass. of course we would be kicked out instantly but everything would be so perfect and worth it.

There have been a few people--okay, there have been two people that have asked if i've taken sannyas. the first was asked out of vexed incredulity because apparently a rumour(how the hell a rumour and me got mixed up together is...is...well ill be damned, the last time a rumour of this magnitude was began it was quickly quelled out by my privily and ruthless friend's for my protection in a furtively quiet white mountain community that shall now be dubbed: Closet-Lesbians-meet-carpet-squashed-homosapien-homogenized-princess-in-a-all-out-duel-for-the-death-of-any-"seemer"-prone-to-castrate-tenets-of-"The"-dogma.) had started with traces from within Italian borders stating that i had taken sannyas. I was shocked by this discovered rumour, though nothing can top the contradictorily black-white transition from an More-American-than American Mall into the dirty, dusty, polluted, trash as trees, shiny happy people, horn honking, chaos of India, and I'm sure nothing eve---wait never say ever, absolutes can cause great and many problems (*cough* dogmatic fundamentalists)---it would seem nothing could ever shock me again, but witnessing George Bush "accept full responsibility" by leading the fight to impeach himself on the grounds of his quite astonishingly blatant admission of violating the 4th amendment of the Constitution of the BLah States of Blah Continent--actually its just a worthless scrap of paper, that is surreptitiously used to furtively symbolize belief's (like most symbols) allowing many to leap faith's trust--would quite effectively shock me permanently into some altered state of reality or i would permanently be shocked into thinking reality is some skittish nightmerical utopia, either way the man who shoves a gun in his mouth and pulls the trigger sending an inverted spaghetti-in-a blender silhouette of man's niece against a white wall of amnesty international would have more sanity than myself at that point(Note: The niece would have to remain physically unharmed, emotional trauma is part of life and no amount of "rights" protection is going to remedy the escape of emotional pain from human beings every day lives).
Anywhoo enough of that. I have not taken sannyas and though i have no desire to, or plans to, at this moment take sannyas doesn't create any absolutes for the near or distant future, even a future that i still find incomprehensible plausible. I wish to say Happy x-mas (the war is over) have no fear.--even though Christmas was awhile ago... open-minded World religion courses mandatory in all high schools in America....substantially more benificial than standardized textbooks! What am i doing? i haven't a clue, im going to kick myself out of pune soon 2 weeks-ish, after my pre renteed flat expires. hmm, where should i go? i dont know. probably go south due to the seasons, ill find my self up in nepal by march, thailand begining of june(though maybe thailand sooner, renew visa or something). Tamil Nadu perhaps...

Tomorrow is my last day of working! no more coffee making, sexy foam or Bartending--which is by far the best. Now is my time to relax spend more money in Gate passes, do some groups, socialize, Meditate-lots of Dyanimc, make room for half my time with ladies and then get out of here!

Well so little actually happens in my life, if you leave out the ladies, though if you add them in, still not too much. There was Manjula, and Goali, now there's a beautiful Italian Girl who flirts with me, a sexy Chilean girl named Vanita who flirts audaciously, has a beautiful smile that tittilates me and always buys grape juice from me, and then there is Peauschia (like Fuschia but with a 'P'), she is from Bulgaria, shes 23, Beautiful and mature, shes had more life experience than most people her age which causes her to appear more like 30, but shes still a kid and its great, a smart kid!--of course...as always my redundency re-appears. a prime cause for her surplus of experience is that shes been dating an older man for the past 5 years and she still is! shes just started a relationships dynamic training today, and alot has been changing for her in life, anywho we have a great connection and her older man is jealous. oh, BOY...life just keeps getting better. for me everything is great, i really don't mind, and i have no expectations so regardless what happens i will be happy.

see this isn't much, i need to ask one of these women on a date...Ciao Amore's

P.S. if you want to know why there is an Ibprofen tablet, Hydrogen peroxide, salt and vitamin c mixed together please email(or comment is fine...*Crys*) me specifically detailing the question with question of a specifically detailed response, your reason for living, the number times 'Bob's your uncle', which women i should ask on a date first, your belief as to which will say yes, who you want to stand on a mountain(dont forget bath in a sea), the anwser to women in france, and a life without salami(that meaty thing that makes me puke).
...And for all Closet-Lesbians-meet-carpet-squashed-homosapien-homogenized-princess-in-a-all-out-duel-for-the-death-of-any-"seemer"-prone-to-castrate-tenets-of-"The"-dogma please please please have the courtesy to castrate the dogma but leave the princess alone, the sassy one. and will one of you please sing Oh Canada for the pledge instead of that old' trite thing, or if you haven't yet been castrated SHOUT: "OSHO", for the duration of the pledge!!!!!!!! someone please do that for me! Thats for Santa fe as much as Pinetop.